A Dear T message

Dear T, so i've tried to find a way to contact you and tell you about the things that are happening to me, but it seems there isn't a way to reach you T before the appointment date. I just wanted you to know that there is a problem with the voices, what i mean by problem its that they say that the government is fucking me up because of some given reason i don't know about. All day everyday ive been doing my work and trying to prepare myself for college before this semester end but i've been stopped many times, in where i've felt fatigue or slept for to much and don't have the time to do my work. i just want some help because if the voices say that the gov isn't cooperating then who is on my side.